tinges of ting

bb blogdrive?

Thu, 21 Feb 2008 08:56:31 GMT

i think i am officially shifting to blogspot. blog is flagged, to access it..

just click 'i understand and continue' or something like that. i need not explain why it's flagged, isn't it? LOL.

will include taggies and all soon, meanwhile use the comment function first?

for those who chance upon this, link me up. currently slightly busy to visit and tag/inform one by one.. will do so soon.

love.

@ blogspot.

Tue, 12 Feb 2008 06:59:19 GMT

12 feb 2008 post @ tinges-of-ting dot blogspot

i hope the deleting-half-my-post incident won't happen again. i not the once bitten twice shy kind.. thus i'm trying out blogspot. so, you guys need not change my link yet.. i will inform you all here.

blogdrive bloggers have been saying the label and tagging system will be introduced soon. apparently, they have been saying it since 2006? or was it 2005? but till now, i have yet to 'discover' that system. hahah. sent a msg to them already. if blogdrive have them, i will stick to blogdrive. i'm a loyal person.

but if blogdrive doesn't, i will shift. because it isn't keeping up with the technology. not because i want it.. (it is part of the reason, but not totally.) i think blogdrive doesn't have rss, widget and whatever shit lah. quite lagging behind.

or maybe i haven 'discover' it. it must be hidden somewhere.

just being me.

Thu, 24 Jan 2008 17:16:29 GMT

its the night when people starts to ponder..
its the night when people gets emotional..
its the night when people develop suicidal thoughts..
blah blah blah..

but why?! why should all these happen to spoil the lovely night?

i am also a victim of such. sigh.

i thought..

why do i want labels in my blog? shouldn't i blog it, post it, forget it? why bother to have labels so i can find them? why do i wanna read what i posted? why do i wanna let people search my entries? (though i certainly dont mind. lol.) why do i wanna categorize my blog and have a fix label when i always say there are many many sides to a story, many many thoughts and that we all should be open to things and not limit and categorize?

why do i always contradict myself?

how is it and why is it that friends who doesn't know each other have similar pictures one after another? and, encounter the same thing, say and phrase the same way? (but no one can proof that the person really encounter that incident though that person claim to) why is there a impression of trying too hard? or was it all just pure coincidence? but then again, my feelings are always correct.

why must she be such a pretentious bitch?

urgh. talking about feelings. i hate it cos it is always correct. it spoils everything. sometimes it better not to know. but i love it as much because i can 'feel' what kind of a person someone is etc. (though i can behave like i dont and still behave normally. LOL.)

contradiction. =.=

why do i feel like blogging so much and now, suddenly feel not feel like anymore?

heh. contradiction again?

my forte! *roll eyes* i feel like slapping myself hard now lah. guess i should just go bury my head in my book and finish it then proceed to the next. considering i have a to-read list now. LOL. or perhaps a beauty rest would be good to prepare myself for the chalet tml!

by then, there should be lots of pictures! weee~
and that remind me i have yet to show off the beautiful beach in bintan.

weee! nah.. updates! hahaha.

Sat, 19 Jan 2008 04:45:31 GMT

post at tinges-of-ting.blogspot.com. click here!

i guess you guys dont need to change my link yet.

goodbye 2007!

Mon, 31 Dec 2007 12:46:05 GMT

WELCOME LOVELY 2008 (in approx. 3hrs time)! yes yes, lovely year pleaseee!!

i said i will blog in jan! but.. i wanna have a last post lah!

every year, i wished to have a 'grand summary' of the whole year. BUT! i am always very busy during dec. zzz.

last dec was emotional turmoil. huge one! lol.. there were so much mind games going on. christmas eve and new year eve was depressing.. but i had fun! thanks to those friends who were there by me.

it felt like yesterday..
when we were running across lavender's roads to escape strays.
when we were so angry at someone who lied to us.
when i bite the guys.. as new year present. (the guys only cos its ok for guys to have scars! lol.)
when liting and ming got together.
when ming keep telling me "ting ah. bu yao cheng qiang le.. ku chu lai ba."
when rendell keep insisting my tattoo is ugly so i will scold him and stop crying. (thats after i start crying. lol.)
when we had cup noodle by the road before heading to mos in the morning.
when we sit by the road at 9+am after mos because there is no cab.
when we reach home at 10am? after pubbing and clubbing the whole damn night.

oh, and.. last year. thanks to me. raine stayed home on christmas eve. :(

christmas eve then new year eve and 2007 arrived. now, 2008 is arriving.

2007 was not very smooth for me. i lost.. some things and maybe lost myself.. but, i gained too. so much happened.. it felt like i was tramped, torn, and bruised all over. i felt like i was not myself..

but.. for the sake of myself and those who love me, i will try my best to make 2008 a better year! i swear. :)

anyway, i had one of the best christmas ever this year!
i hope thats a good start. >.<

shall blog about it again with lots of pictures! and with my new year resolutions! provided i come up with them.

alrights.. gonna go off for the new year nua nua session! >.< no club! no pub! no dance! no loud music! but, there's still alcohol! hahahha.
p/s: i am not alcoholic lah. my friends are. =x LOL.

till then. happy advance new year to all! <3
happy advance 1yr anniversary to liting and ming!

toodles!

hiatus

Mon, 24 Dec 2007 09:51:22 GMT

so much to blog, ~~so little~~ no time AT ALL.

i really have alot to blog, alot to say. but..

come back after jan.

loves.

i am so fucking random.

Sun, 16 Dec 2007 18:57:13 GMT

i dont know why i have all these thoughts. everything's fine. maybe just being random. some might not be linked and some might not even make any sense why i am saying it.

i enjoy spending time alone. and i want to travel alone one day.

i like to do what i like. and i hate it when i need to answer for what i do. i dont mean anything illegal here.

i know what i am doing. and i never like being restricted.

i thank my parents for giving me almost 100% freedom. work or study. what course to take. being with who. putting tattoo. piercing. basically whatever i do..

i almost make all decisions myself and i cant recall anything they ever force me to do. so far, the only thing which i need permission from them is leaving the country.

for whatever remaining of 'my freedom' that they hold, i fully understand where they are coming from. and things will be different once i turn 21. permission will just become informing.

if you do not know it, i actually let them know before i pierced my lips and have my tattoo done, etc. they trust me to know what i am doing. and i respect them by informing or asking permission if necessary.

i am lovin' my parents' style and i swear i am going to just die, horribly, if i need to live with my in-laws next time. i think i will..

how does it feel like to be hiding a tattoo on your back?

how does it feel like when you cannot name your interest as interest? that you cannot publicly name alcohol and clubbing and tattoos and and and anything "taboo" as your interest? i am not sure, but some day i suppose i may need to check my entries over and over for "taboo" words, pictures or what.

how does it feel like to be tongue-tied and choked on almost all your words? when you actually love meeting people, love talking and is always good at striking conversations, if you want. i can be eloquent and at ease at meeting almost everyone, prolly except them.

how does it feel like that you need be that little miss goodie two shoe?

how to live up to things that even my parents dont expect from me?

some times i feel that I should withdraw myself from this relationship and stop living in denial that i could be a proper girlfren. laughs*

for the challenge and effort needed, girlfren should be an occupation and people should get paid for being one. people prolly gonna roll their eyes at this. sigh. yes yes, it prolly just apply to me or minority of people like me.

i might portray myself as very fierce. very nice. very friendly, or very unfriendly. very ah lian. very attitude. very bitchy. very good and guai. very playful. very mean. or whatever fuck you can name..

i portray..
portray: assume or act the character of

.. but i am who i am. prolly a mixture of everything and never just ONE of them. i am friendly and unfriendly. i can be nice and mean.

please dont restrict me to be just what you see.

anyway, watch so many movies recently. i am so not a movie junkie lah! but sometimes due to the pubors + boyfren. i can watch up to 3 movies a week, alot for me.

in the past 2 weeks.. i..

thegoldencompass-ed.
hitman-ed.
warlords-ed
alvinandthechipmunks-ed.

not sure if i missed out any. =/

p/s: theodore is cute lah! goodness.

caught nana movie on dvd - again. the movie made me miss my girlfrens. particularly hunnie, that 2 bitches and raine!

saw this on hunnie's blog the other day.

how true! i guess i am a typical taurus.

baby's. hmmm?

went to read my past entries and it brought back memories. about how we met, his shyness, and all. hahahah.

roar. i should just fuck off and get to bed.

i love hunnie!

Sat, 15 Dec 2007 03:49:26 GMT

i have lots to blog. but they can wait till next week when i am free.

i felt weird and need to read hunnie's blog when i woke up just now.

my heart ache after reading. but no, it is not sympathy.

i always feel that hunnie and i have this special bond. i have no idea why.. maybe it is because our similarities in character, in thinking, in lovelife.. but maybe it was our character and thinking that caused us to have similar scenarios in lovelife. lol.

we belong to the same independent league and we have our parents to thank. was it coincidence or what that our parents brought us up being independent and that we met and click so well?

sympathy, i know its the last thing she ever need. and it definitely is ~~the last thing~~ something i will ~~ever~~ NEVER give her.

i know she will survive. i'm sure. all i have to do is to be here, be her hunnie and one of her best confidante.

thats what hunnie is for, right?! loveloves, hunz!

p/s: hunz, we should be meeting anytime. that bitch will be back from canada soon, or is already back and have not call us. *roll eyes* anyway, STAYOVERS! god. i wonder how many fugly pictures will we produce this time. lol..

urgh.

Tue, 11 Dec 2007 04:40:02 GMT

yesterday.. i screamed, i shouted, i hurled vulgarities.
and slammed the phone a couple of times.

then i fall asleep smiling.

i just have no idea how he always have a way with me.

i am quite a practical person, i won't mention forever or always or say he is the one because no one knows what will happen. but.. he makes me feel like it. fuck. i feel so small, so tiny, so weak.. with him.

i hate the way he always have a way with me.
i hate the way he always impress me.
i hate the way i feel helpless..
..helplessly in love.

tags.

Sat, 08 Dec 2007 05:42:58 GMT

bing and song.. i thought it was fugly. but since you both like it.. it shall be your christmas present. A2 size big enough anot? or your want A5 to paste on room door? or passport size for wallet? LOL.

hunnie, thats very fast leh! i haven start christmas shopping yet! =/ anyway, how?! next thursday? double O?

jen darling. duh~ OF COURSE I AM CUTE! LOL.

thanks sher!

tiffy, we haven confirm ktv leh. maybe sunday!