its the night when people starts to ponder..
its the night when people gets emotional..
its the night when people develop suicidal thoughts..
blah blah blah..

but why?! why should all these happen to spoil the lovely night?

i am also a victim of such. sigh.

i thought..

why do i want labels in my blog? shouldn't i blog it, post it, forget it? why bother to have labels so i can find them? why do i wanna read what i posted? why do i wanna let people search my entries? (though i certainly dont mind. lol.) why do i wanna categorize my blog and have a fix label when i always say there are many many sides to a story, many many thoughts and that we all should be open to things and not limit and categorize?

why do i always contradict myself?

how is it and why is it that friends who doesn't know each other have similar pictures one after another? and, encounter the same thing, say and phrase the same way? (but no one can proof that the person really encounter that incident though that person claim to) why is there a impression of trying too hard? or was it all just pure coincidence? but then again, my feelings are always correct.

why must she be such a pretentious bitch?

urgh. talking about feelings. i hate it cos it is always correct. it spoils everything. sometimes it better not to know. but i love it as much because i can 'feel' what kind of a person someone is etc. (though i can behave like i dont and still behave normally. LOL.)

contradiction. =.=

why do i feel like blogging so much and now, suddenly feel not feel like anymore?

heh. contradiction again?

my forte! *roll eyes* i feel like slapping myself hard now lah. guess i should just go bury my head in my book and finish it then proceed to the next. considering i have a to-read list now. LOL. or perhaps a beauty rest would be good to prepare myself for the chalet tml!

by then, there should be lots of pictures! weee~
and that remind me i have yet to show off the beautiful beach in bintan.